Happy Thought:
I saw some pretty butterflies


----------
Current Message Count
Too many to count


----------
Please read this if you are depressed, sad, and/or lonely to any degree; it might help you to see another's toil:
[link]

----------
Previous Journal Entry:
[link]

----------
CURRENTLY: blah
CURRENTLY ADDICTED TO: Stress relief techniques
CURRENTLY SEARCHING FOR: a way to stay cool
CURRENTLY WAITING FOR: school to start
CURRENTLY WANTS: to forget things
CURRENTLY NEEDS: to change this journal format lol
CURRENTLY FEELS: argity arrrg arrrg arrrg...>>
CURRENT MOOD: =_='...
CURRENT OBSESSION:
CURRENT BINGE:
CURRENTLY LIKES: ">> Happy thoughts.
CURRENTLY LOVES: Having things to do.
CURRENTLY DESPISES: bad memories ><"
CURRENTLY HATES: heh, the same things I always hate
CURRENTLY READING: stuff
CURRENTLY WRITING: Angsty poetry.
CURRENTLY DRAWING: ...I'm thinking of doing some more watercolors...And just plain random stuff. *seriously needs to practice drawing*
CURRENTLY WORKING ON: Thinking happy thoughts and getting over the past
CURRENTLY LISTENING TO: =_='...court tv
CURRENTLY WATCHING: This window... *watches*
CURRENTLY PLAYING: nuttin
CURRENTLY EATING: a big mac
CURRENTLY DRINKING:

----------

UPDATES:

EDIT: My comp seems to have died so I proabably won't be posting anything any time soon >> I gotta make this update short and sweet b/c I have a limited time at the library Well, I guess I'll see y'all when I see ya end edit

No re-vamped journal yet. I haven't had the chance to come up with a new "format," so to speak, but I do have some ideas.

As usual, I'm stressed out about things...but I'm just one of those people who takes forever to let go of even the littlest things like losing a blank piece of paper lol
So there isn't really any need to worry.

I'm hoping that school will help get my mind off of things. I'm gonna make this year my best one ever, no matter what happens, no matter what changes, no matter how hard it's going to be. Remember that "Declaration of Independence" I ranted about a while ago? Well, I'm determined to live up to what I wrote in it. I won't let fear get in my way, and I'm going to be who I want to be when I want as well as when I need to be whether as I'm accepted or not. But, as I've probably said before, I'll never change who I really am. I'll merely find better and more effective/efficient ways to express myself so that people don't get the wrong ideas about me. The future's path has been laid ahead for me, and I've already walked the trail of the past. Getting past the space between them is what I have to do now. It's going to be hard, but that's just a fact of life we all have to live with at one point or another =_='... Things are going to change, but it's something that we all have to get used to. The important thing now, at least for me, is to remember all of the good memories and realize all the good things I have going for myself. That will be my strength as I travel on this journey.

lol, I got all metaphorical again

But that's just who I am. And I won't stop being that way! Unless of course, I realize that that isn't really me

heh...first real rant in a while...

*keeps re-reading what she just typed*

lol, this journal was all about me!

heh...As I continue on this journey, I'll do what I can to remember the deeds of those who helped me on my way. Some may still be here, some may already be gone, but the courage they've given me still remains. "Thanks for making me a fighter!" lol

Here's to the best future that we can all have!


Well, ttyl ^^

C.K.


----------
:!:Art Policies:!:
[link]

----------
Future Pix & Projects
[link]

----------
Links Out
[link]

----------

Random Babbling:

<Yugi> Téa… Would you read me the story about the bunny?
<Téa> I’m gonna pretend that’s the concussion talking and forget about it. 'Cause right now we've got bigger problems...
<Me> *chases Téa away with a whip and gets an ice pack for poor Yugi* Look @ that biznatch run!

-----

Are any of you out there related to John Adams or Ferdinand Maximilian Joseph? Drop me a line in a journal or a note or something if you are! lol mwahahahaha...I'm related to royalty!

-----

<Ryou Santa>Hello, kiddies! What do you want for Christmas? A clock? I see... *hands a two year old a clicking gift wrapped box*
GO READ THE DIAS B4 HE DECIDES TO GIVE YOU A CLICKING BOX!!! [link]

-----

< P arris> *it is very hard to say* Aye, a dress. And I thought I saw- someone naked running through the trees!
<Abigail> *in terror* No one was naked! You mistake yourself, uncle!
< P arris> *with anger* I saw it!

The Crucible, Arthur Miller *no space between P arris*

For some reason...I find this funny

-----

I ask the following: =_='...why in the hell would popular guys be sincerely staring @ me as though they liked me?...I'm a fracking outcast...

~digital-dreamer-ck

-----

Actors...be wary of them...don't trust them unless you absolutely KNOW that you can. I'm very serious about this. So be wary!

~digital-dreamer-ck

----------
People I Watch



If I watch you, and you aren't in this journal, send me a note and I'll fix the problem right away!!!

And just as a side note, I'll move the majority of this section to a separate journal when the icons run across my screen in one line during a full view. I'll just keep the newest 3 to 5 or so up here on the main journal, lol

-----
Clubs!


----------


"Just the Way I Am" - From The Buzz On Maggie - Skye Sweetnam

I'm fly
The original
I'm sly
Unpredictable
I'm nearly irresistible
And I don't even try

I'm easily excitable
Completely undeniable
And sometimes
I'm reliable
Don't ask me why
Don't ask me why

[Chorus]
I'm strange
And I like it
That's just the way I am
I can't change
I can't hide it
That's just the way I am
You might as well get over it
Don't try to understand
I'm strange and I like it
Just the way I am

From a whisper to a shout
I'm what the buzz is all about
Everybody buggin' out
And I've only just begun

They can't rain on my parade
I'm sunshine on a cloudy day
Make lemons into lemonade
I'm just havin' fun
I'm havin' fun

[Chorus] (3x)
I'm strange
And I like it
That's just the way I am
I can't change
I can't hide it
That's just the way I am
You might as well get over it
Don't try to understand
I'm strange and I like it
Just the way I am

I'm strange
And I like it
That's just the way I am
I can't change
I can't hide it
That's just the way I am
You might as well get over it
Don't try to understand
I'm strange and I like it
Just the way I am

I'm strange
And I like it
That's just the way I am
I can't change
I can't hide it
That's just the way I am
You might as well get over it
Don't try to understand
I'm strange and I like it
Just the way I am


[link]

This is me, biotch! Deal with it! *rawr*



----------